第三十九章: 脚印

2009. Bassically, lots have happened. Here's the list of accomplishments.
- I was able to maintain my Purata Tahunan Above 75.
- I broke through the finals in CHS Idols. (With terrible talent and performance.)
- I did charity work and serviced others for 286 hours. (Now I doubt that you guys can do that.
- I WAS ABLE TO CONTROL MY TEMPER JUST A LITTLE BIT OF PERCENT.
- I got in to 3A4 with everyone so magically !!!

And now for political issues.
- PKFZ. (Thats if you understand the issue well.)
- Najib as a new flash light of M'sia
- MCA'S Extraordinary Meeting.
- That Satu Malaysia bunk totally freaks me out.
- The freakin educational issue.
Ps: Anything else? I guess there's loads.

Finally, Resolutions:
- PMR Straight A's!!!!
-At the least get a prize for myself no matter in what location.
- Try to lose weight.
- Learn everything I need to practice in MingEn.

Lastly, blessings. Happy 2010 and we meet again next year, each A4'ian. See you on the 4th of January 2010. Nitez and be happy always.

-身骑白马-
*There's no turning back... but to look forward...*

第三十八章: 第一个奇迹

Just had a nice big rest after three days straight of charity work. And so, I ended up being a little more different than the others. Everyone posted a little part of christmas activities, according to my eyes, a warmful of pics lined up before my monitor screen. I posted none because I worked during christmas. So I only get the chance to say Happy 2010. How dissapointing.

But doesn't matter. It wouldn't make any difference if I weren't working. Mom would still insist I stay at home, due to irritation of economy obstacles. Damn. Back to up date.

1) I went out for the purpose of buying school uniforms as I only have ONE for the time being. However I ended the other way round. Instead, I came home with a pair of new school shoes.(Pallas, the new ones that look like a north star, not the black striped ones.)

2) I wish I could end everything quickly. Life is as what I described, Disassembled when you face such a limit. Try having a feeling of desiring so much, but something binds you so tight that you can't do a fucking damn thing. The fact is, many people don't get to face my problems, getting what ever they want. Wasting all that fucking time. My conditions suck more than spoilt rich kid's conditions. But yet I am forced to accept that many are much more having a badass time than me. WHAT THE FUCK IS LIFE???

3) I'm fucking sick of staying at the same spot for 3 WHOLE YEARS!!!

4) I still wonder what created the universe. Logically it was the Big Bang. Then before the big bang? (Ps: Strongly advice you to google The biG bAnG.)

5) Currently addicted to Bleach.

















-身骑白马-
*Demolished memories...*

第三十七章: 回忆

第三十六章: 接近

Time flees so fast, Soon enough its back to school... Blah...blah...blah
This holiday is okay. At least I kept myself busy and not making myself bored. Just returned to school recently to get my form 3 exercise books. Had high hopes that next years class list was out. But sadly, I ended up being dissapointed. Also bought my uniforms. Looking into the mirror of the fitting room. I looked like such a nerd. (Jeez... )

All thats left is my shoes. My Diadora Campus is in terrible worn out conditions. Intended to buy new ones around these days. But looking at the old north star shoes. I decided to check around for another few shops to see if there were any new interesting patterned shoes. Hope I won't get turned down the second time.

And the last thing of course are my books. Fucking shit, I budget for around 55 bucks and ended up giving exactly 67.50 Malaysian Ringgit. I'll murder the publishers for such a shitty price, they should refix everything damn it. CiBaiKia.

Well thats what I done lately. Not much to update though. Need to sleep early tonight. Tomorrow is a big day. Without some people at the kindy, Its finally a "Zen".Ciao~

-身骑白马-
*Arts Or science Stream?*

第三十五章: 疯狂.痛快

"GRRROOOOAAAAARRRRRR!!!!!"

!!爽快!!

Holiday main activities are finally finished!!!!
For a simple conclusion, I describe the series of camp with these few words.
"mEgA","CrAzE-NeSS","WaLaO-eH"
Nuf said....

This post was suppose to be much longer than the last post.
But due to tiring body conditions. I factorized everything.

Alright, happyness is over. Now for the sad part.
Our beloved 阿俊哥哥 will depart to Taiwan for the better good soon.
Just want to wish him good luck.
To every MingEn-ian out there. Lets bulk up!!!
JIA-YOUS!!!!!!

PS: TQ 阿俊哥哥 FOR EVERYTHING, EVERY SINGLE TIT BIT YOU TAUGHT US. DO YOUR BEST IN TAIWAN!!!

-身骑白马-
*仗打完了,只代表一个新的开始,新的挑战,不代表一个圆满的结束*

第三十四章: 书香

Went to the book fair at the mines just now. Have to say that it was my first experience to visit an official fair. Like to thank mom for bringing me there, she really freaked out, she doesn't know the way actually. In fact during the journey, we lost our way. She turned somewhere and ended up being in putrajaya. We had to make a big round to get back on track. Very beckoning.

The moment I got there, I felt so excited. It was such a big place and there were books, books, Books, and BOOKS!!! First, I made a big sweep over the books and I had absolutely no idea what to buy. And then a closer look I took at the map they prepared, I finally had in mind where to visit. Mom said that the fair was the last place she would like to go on earth due to the amount of people there. She hates the crowd. (lol?)

End results? I bought two books that cost me around 80 bucks. I really need to start budgeting . I'll try to upload pictures. My cam's currently dead out of battery. Really regret for not charging it. I don't really get to go to The mines always. (T.T)

Will be off for another training camp tomorrow. Be back on monday. NUF SAID. CHAO~

-身骑白马-
*不要只局限于玩乐...*

第三十三章: 他妈的!!!

MEGA UPDATE!!!!
Due to my Cb beloved computer. I had no choice and no option. No update was available (他妈的!!!) until to day my good old cousin that works as a paramedic came to reformat AGAIN. ( Thx alot !!! ^^ )
Anyways, I am finally updating. Here's what I'd like to share. Very 他妈的 experience.

Yes The holiday camp was darn epic. I mean it was like 2 days and a night and almost everyone burst into tears (Including me. 他妈的!) It was really epic. Not just the tears. It was like almost everything. The fun, joy, food (vegeterian.), friends, activities. And the main reason I feel happy is because I could return back to the center again. (The one I used to mention a few posts before.)

The first day of camp. I was checked-in. We got to know each other first. The we went to sleep. (Note: We checked-in during night time.) However, due to hard-rocked floor and freezing temperature. Almost everyone of us were unable to sleep. Girls and boys slept in different rooms of course. But the main dish wasn't this. The main dish was my friend beside me. He did not bring along his blanket for a cover up. He nearly freezed to death. The running nose was horrible. He ended up sitting in that huge toilet. (Yes, huge. Unless you see for yourself, you wont understand how huge.) One of our oldest friend there (20 or something, if not mistaken.) sat and had a nice chat with him. (That happened around 4.30, and yes, I was awake!!!) In the end, I gave up sleeping I woke up and cleaned up myself and waited with them in the toilet untill 7.10. (zzz 他妈的!!!)

Everyone was ready. We went down and had a quick warm up. Ate breakfast. And started to think of a cheer for each group. Ours was retarded. (LOLZ) And then ice breaking started. One word to say. FUN! If I had the chance. Lets play it together one day. Lunch was next and then we started a series of class. It was about something we call 团康. Their purpose was to teach us a little basic on that theme. Lots was discovered and learned. It seemed useless to me before the camp. After the camp I realize how it could actually connect one's heart with another. A bond so hard to break. (^^)

Tea-time. Next they gave every group a song and wanted us to create a dance for it. (Not what you think, the so called dance is more to 带动唱.) [Jo-Ee if you see this. Pls leave a comment in my chatbox. I know I once said that it was something retarded.]. I think what they really want to see is if we openned our ears wide during that class. (Note: We created everything ourselves and the time limit was one hour.)

Dinner was absolutely wonderful. We were then ordered to do some cleanning up work and have a quick bath. I had to use hair shampoo for my hair and body. Since I forgot to buy body shampoo and note, no one did! I felt sticky. But it was okay. Since later we sat in a room with air-conditioned temperature. And then we watched a video. It was a touching interview on someone. I'll share the video with you guys if its available. IF YOU DON'T CRY AFTER SEEING IT. YOU'RE SELFISH FAGGOT/BITCH!!! YOU SHOULD BE SORRY FOR YOUR OWNSELF!!!

The next day was the main-dish. ( Oh! Everyone slept like logs that night. Due to the tired conditions of our worn out body.) We walked to Bukit Jalil from OUG. That was around 7 in the morning. WOW, The games they planned was like MAD TO THE MAX!!! Of course, in the end we walked back again. Had lunch, and started cleanning up the center. Since there was another function, we couldn't just leave the place in a mess. I washed the toilets ( There was two HUGE toilets. ) Now, after cleanning up, the real tears bursted. OMG, the talk was like holy shit.

At first, the person incharge somehow hypnotized us in some ways. Here's how it went.
We were asked to close our eyes. He asked us to imagine that there was a place, there was an island, a magical one, where ayone who gets there is able to get and do what theyd desire the most. However, it takes a long and hard journey to get there. And now, you hold the ticket to go there. You tell your family about it. They support and suggest that you should not miss this chance. You start packing and thinking about what will it be right there. You depart to the jetty. You're now on board, you can see your family waving to you shouting aloud, "DO YOUR BEST !!! GOOD LUCK!!!"
The happiness you feel is great. The weather is so beautiful. But things start to change. A storm lies ahead. The waves start turning bigger. So gigantic and massive that even the ship cannot withstand. You start to feel the fear, you hear yellings. People start jumping in to the sea, wishing that their last hope is to swim back. However, any actions are futile. You start to regret and start to feel scared, What if this was your last day, what would you do? Would you want to leave your family? When you have not done a single thing for them? When you have not say how much you love your loved ones? What would you do? I leave the rest of the answering for you. You want to know how it ended up? I'll tell you when you see me. That is if you're interested.

Conclusions:
-Our group became the winner of the whole camp
-the followings were what I learned
- 以白纸的心态, 学习别人的长处
以宽广的心胸, 接纳所有的建言
- 有心才有行动
- 我们要做情绪的感染者,不做情绪的破坏者.
- 只要我还有一分力, 只要我海能够呼吸
我就要活出我自己的那一片天空.

NUF SAID. THE LONGEST POST I have ever created.
-身骑白马-
*坚信最高的境界,就是成功*

第三十二章：句点

Just a mere update. Went to school this morning. (My last day ^^ A wonderful fullstop. ) Went to have lunch first. Met my short step-sister. (LOL) She had a conversation with someone I did not know. It was damn lame. (zzZZzz). And then I met good old Wing Sum, he gave me a parcel. It was a brand new H2O Uno card!!! They had to give me that little thing. Since my Harry Potter limited edition uno card was fucked by a GIGANTIC MONSTREOUS DISCIPLINARY BITCH.

In the hall during perhimpunan. It was just a short one. Later on, Encik Lean came to give the form 2's a simple briefing about next year. For some reason, he was a jackass to act fierce in front of us, blabbering about this and that. At the moment, I only had one thing in mind : Hey, I'm going F3!!!

Back in class, kinda like a camera party. (LIGHT FLASHES, DUN WANT TO TELL MUCH.) PS : If you would observe closely, every picture my friend took that has me in it, there shall sure be existance of the middle finger. ( ^^ )

Of course, bursts of tears when we were to depart. *Ahem*Cried like shit. Tart decided to "Yam Seng". and then there was the fullstop. 2A4 DEPARTED. Anyways just one to say, 2A4 is one of the best classes I have ever been in. Good luck and I wish I could see all my mates next year.

PS: To Jo Ee, you got to see a part of my personality, but not everything. I applaud u for having the achievement. Not many have been able to know me well. ( This is tribute to the letter. )















-身骑白马-
*Just a part of me... was what you saw...*

第三十一章：巅峰的成功

Ok, heres how I feel at the moment...
50% HAPPY :Why? The 2A4 special awards was a mega, no Giga, NO TERRRA !!! Success.
50% Unhappy :Caused by the emoness, trojans, adwares viruses that are in fecting me...

And it really bugs me out when someone tries to care and fix things in my home. She thinks that she cares, but turns out she interferes. Please, all dickheads out there, never turn caring into interfering.
I'll fuck you off.

Just a few more days until holidays start. I sense great business invading. I have three camps and one project to cope with this holidays. The one big project of 2010. PROJECT PMR. Good luck every piece of fat ass out there. We shall take over the PMR empire. Not the PMR itself. Jia yous~!

PS: I'm just gonna act like the match between liverpool and Man UTD and Man UTD VS Chelsea did not happen.

Pic of the day


















Nike Jordan. Lolz-ness...
-身骑白马-
*原来最简单的付出，就是承诺*

第三十章：双节的独处

I was lying on my bad a few moments ago.
My air conditioner blowing its breath against me and decided to rewrite my post.
I finally know my own problem. I've been hiding myself away. Acting, pretending, being a pervert out of nothing.I feel... I'd most likely used the word inferior.

Like what I said in the last post. (If you've seen it, you most likely won't see it.) I feel hilariously lonely.
And I pretend not to be in the outside. Acting to be happy. Turns out I'm not. Lying to myself.

I need someone to talk to. But who. No one knows me. No one.

-身骑白马-
*I became my own obstacle*

第二十九章：危机

ANNOUNCING CUBE CRISIS!!!
Yes folks, as announced I am facing cube crisis.
Lets put it in two ways:
1) I do not have any smooth cubes in good conditions!!!
2) I have smooth cubes but in horrible conditions!!!

Here are a few analysis that I have made:
- Currently 2 smooth cubes
- 百变魔王 ：Stickers peeling
- Actions? Sticker modification

- Unkown Brand : Paints Fading
- Actions? : Cant do anything.

As for my 4x4 rubix revenge. (OMG)
I hv 2. One peeling badly. Another is HORRIBLE.

Tell me how to overcome this?

-身骑白马-
*Two is always better than one*

第二十八章：当窗口开始关闭

Very emo at the timebeing...
I suppose the cause is the conversation I had with dad a few days ago.
We hardly talk. Thats why every time we talk the atmosphere freezes up.

"Hows your exam?" (Finally asked)

"Bad. Purata 74.00."

"......"

"I predicted this." ( At this rate It became more cold. It was raining that day."

"(This part, I won't blabber much, He kept talking about stuff, stuff that was giving me a clue about what he expected in me. Thats right, being a good kid. [TIU NIA BU LA!!!]."

And then I asked him a question that startled him.
"Stop Crapping. What are you afraid of? Its normal for me to be this way. I won't be good just because you sent me to a moral camp. Wake up, its 2009, which kid on earth still behaves like a golden mongerel? Just tell me what you don't like about me. If its that darn purata. I'll tell you this, I have no regrets this time having this figure. I started preparation since the second exam ended. If its the attitude, fine tell me your hopes, I'll achieve it, because I am never gonna bow my head down against you."( WTF, I actually spit those words out.)

"........ Yes, I am afraid of something. Something that I can't explain. But please, I have never suspected your efforts."

And then time froze. Both of us froze in the car. That was the coldest temperature I have ever experienced. Traffic stuck, Darn it.

And then I made a conclusion. My window has shut. It was no more possible for me to communicate
unless I unlocked it.

And there we have a shut window...

-身骑白马-
*一个人走的路*

第二十七章：简单一句对话

从前有个男人，

赢得了所有的光彩，

每一次的光荣，

都有它的另一半在旁边分享，

后来，他失去了那一个重要的人。

发现，没有她，光彩也没有意义。

他决定离开，

在机场，无意中遇见她。。。

她问他：“你要去哪里？”

他回答：“有你的地方。”

简单一个对话，却给了我很大的启示。。。
><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>< Alright back to square 1, here to update my Seem-to-be-dead blog.
Mom knows every shit I've earned back during exam.
She doesn't act to OVER as I expected.
I told her my prediciton for my purata.

"What you predict for your purata."

"I don't have all my papers back yet."

"Just give me a figure."

"80.22?"

"...... ( I tought she had in mind a 'WTF')"

"I told you not to have high hopes."

"I'm throwing you off for tution."

My reaction? GAYSHIT!!!!!
Dad doesn't know yet, I think. So I'm pretty nervous.

P.S:
Manchester United is Going to PAWN!!!!!














Liverpool's gonna lose (^.^)
-身骑白马-

第二十六章：生命中的元素

Elements of the horse's life:
- Speedcubing
- Singing
- Political Agenda
- $$$ Money $$$
- Nite skiez.

Thats a perfect life.
-身骑白马-

第二十五章：雨过阴天

Unable to update because Streamyx cuts lines. Anyway I am Back.
Very bored after exams. Because I hv no idea on what I should do.
Currently Practicing speedcubing. (Target: 35 secs)

Analysis of the subjects:
BM: REST IN PIECES.
BC: Safe
BI: Safe
SN: Horrid!!! (Carelessly destroyed my future. I read Science the MOST!!!)
MT: 我站在无色彩的舞台，看着死后的姿态，我的眼泪偷偷留下来...
KH: Not as bad as expected. (Finnished this damn thing in a day.)
PM: Unpredicatble.
SV: Ok with my theory paper, my practical makes me speechless...
GE: GAY...
SJ: Safe

Conclusion: I have my coffin prepared already. How about you?
zzzzZZZZZzzzzz....

-身骑白马-
*当你明白你人生中的不明白， 人生就没有遗憾了*
-吴子云-

第二十四章：战场的一号

EXAM!!!!!!!!
Exams!!!!!!!!!!

Yes, the Battle started today. It was quite smooth today. Unexpectedly, I did not panic. (LOL)
The first time I sat in a changed Pelan duduk. I did not like that place at all. As my papers start to "dance" when wind blows. That corner window seat SUCKED. And whats more, I can't trust the answers of the person beside me. Meaning I cannot cheat? WTF. FTW!!!

Tomorrow is science and BM paper 2. Stucking my head into that stupid Pahlawan Pasir S*hai.

Hope things will be smooth like 2day. And yes, I am very afraid of surprises. Especially when it comes to examination. (T.T)


~Signing Off~

-身骑白马-

第二十三章：月会影集

Lunch at USJ 16 Sister Kopitiam before working...










































古筝高手




























One hell of a machine...






































































My new pants ^^ (Billabong)














What the hell was I thinking?

-E.N.D-
-身骑白马-

第二十二章：月光后的战场

Going for a lunar gathering tomorrow.
I'll try to upload pictures. Right not, I can't really give a good description on what its like.

A few days more and the battle commences.
Feeling nervous. I need to own the last exam. And I will.

I hate flamers. Please respect me.
































-身骑白马-
*Mooncakes and donuts are delicious*

第二十一章：接下来的日子

Holidays are up...
And then the final term...
And then a short term nightmare (PMR) and the FINAL BATTLE(SPM)...

If there was a choice, I would choose to stay in school...
The days coming... what will it be like?
I don't give a damn about it...

Damn emo now...
Its real quiet here... I miss school...












This picturw is one of my fav's...

-身骑白马-
*Try coming to my house, you wont like it...*

第二十章：你的温度.我不存在的意义

我紧握的双手让唇间的热轻轻的呼
我闭上眼睛好温暖我冰冷的四处
我捧著杯子围成圆圈像咖啡色的湖
只是我如何都找不到你的温度
我将热水开著让镜子里的我起雾
我还是习惯走著你常走的路
我把你给的过去捧在手里呵护
只是我如何都找不到你的温度
曾经我们离幸福只差一点点
而如今我却离你好远好远
就算我们相爱已经不如从前
我只希望你能时常在我身边
你的温度

I love this lyric, its quite meaningful, reminds me of someone...

Currently emo'ing, I don't want to talk about it.
I start hesitating nowadays...
Why I was borned anyways...
No matter how hard I try, I can never get what he wants...
He does not know... He cant see that I tried...
Its futile, I wish to go on, but I cant anymore......
All I wish is to leave, if I could...
The misery...
Mom asks me: "Why the misey face..."
"Mom, I wish I was two persons, then I can murder the other me, the other me has a horrible life..." And for the very fourth time,
I secretly dropped the tears, no, not on the cheeks...
but the soul...
I'm tired of hiding,
yes, I face it,
this is the truth...

-身骑白马-

第十九章：魔块方

The main reason I am posting is to BOAST OF that I hv BOUGHT a 4x4 cube and LEARNED how to solve it one day. (^^) Hehe....

But, I'm really mad right now actually. Check out the class blog and you will understand. Someone has just copied my name spoke some fuckin stuff about the sejarah tips. If I knew who he was, he won't need to celebrate fathers day. (He is a boy as my class boys would only do such a thing.)

Haiz...
Studying Very hard... Just finished memorising my 名句 and 古文 and everything about Pahlawan Pasir Salak. Time is running out. I hv to speed up. 2Moro got GE Quiz, I am aiming for all correct! ( ^^ )

-身骑白马-

第十八章：时间他自然会来

Had a nice haircut today. ( Nope I wont Upload the photo )
But thats not the point. Actually had some conversation that woke me up in the car with mom just a few hours ago. Perhaps dad has his own hidden agenda, I get his purpose. On certain circumstances
, we both have the same idea. ( I am currently having communication crisis with him be cause of this idea.) What matters is that he thinks that It will be too late if I don't start NOW. While I think I'm just too young for this. ( Don't get the wrong Idea.)

The story starts like this. Last year I clearly remember that he once told me : " Still remember your targets? To study in Singapore? I replied " Yes ". That was agreed by both of us. And today when I take my exam in school, he says that my results aren't good enough for Singapore, therefore thinking
that I have not been trying my best. I got mad.Those nights sleeping around 3 midnight just for the sake of memorising notes were prove that I did not work hard enough? And then started a point where both we did not want to communicate. Atnosphere at home became cold. Adding up ices from the cold war mom and dad were battling. I despised this house, this home.

And today, mom tried to give me a sign in another way. She talked to me about SPM and the future. About how life ina next few years would be. ( I don't want to decribe it but I can tell it would be like PRESSURE PRESSURE and PRESSURE.) And? Yup, If thats hard life, Singapore's gonna be bumpier. I have to keep going. Yes, and now I end up with this on my MSN Personal Message.

"The time will come, When I find that somebody, When I start the struggle, I start the battle, I end the journey..."

I now get it. Everything.

The final struggle arrives. The time for hardwork has come.

-身骑白马-
*The Lunar is beautiful tonight*

第十七章：假期又怎样？

Firstly, this is a post on 2 things.
First one,

H4PPY BIRTHD@Y DAD!
(Its quite amzaing actually, my dad's birthday lies b4 Independence Day.)













Second, Happy Merdeka, So what? Malaysia ain't improving.

Today is gonna be damn emo. I can sense it.

-身骑白马-

第十六章：影集

29-8-09 Saturday







































































My fav action when I get HYPER!

第十五章：不.完美

The Holidays. The Inperfection.

-Saturday-
Yes, As planned I returned to my 3rd home. The litrerature headquarters. Quite a tiring day actually. I got there at 9 in the morning. Only 4 persons were there，珍妮姐，陈点传师，齐睿，甜甜姐姐（Nickname）.齐睿 was quite shocked to see me, he was indeed a good friend back at the camp.
Then business came. People started coming after a little briefing. I had to stay at the counter for some paper work to be done. I was the last to enter the hall for the test. Then 珍妮姐 and 陈点传师brought me for some lunch at a vegeterian restaurant at OUG Plaza (And yes, I am a vegeterian). Somehow, he reccomended vegeterian laksa and thosai (And yes, it is truely delicious.) After that, went back to the headquarters to continue work. Returned home at 5.00. Very tired so I had a nap. This was the best part. I fell asleep and mom took a pic of me sleeping. Very frustrated about it. Don't know why.

-Sunday-
The official day for the litreratry test. Kids all around. This time its not at the headquarters. Its at Taman Bukit Jalil. As usual did the same old work with the help of my mom. (THX MOM.) Adding up a few work like making the 状元帽. Its very cute and nice. Regret to hv not bring my camera along or I might hv uploaded the pics by now. Sry guys, I'll try next year. Went home at about 12.00.

-Monday-
Nth special. Same old routine spending my time at kindy. Did A LOT of revision. (It is the holidays, Holidays are meant to be spent with BOOKS.) Played chinese chess with some kids. They were pwned DEEPLY.(Which I actually hv some skills to improve with.) And also a little conflict with -I KNOW WHO- *LOLS, Sorry no cure? Then why would people even bother to say sorry when they commit wrongdoings. THE MAN WHO INVENTED THE WORD SORRY MUST HV BEEN A FAILURE.*

-Tuesday-
MOODLESS. (I could only use that word to describe tuesday as things weren't going well that day, somehow managed to finnish memorising chinese 名句&古文，I say its a miracle.)

-Wednesday-
Sucked. Horrible. URGHHH.

-Thursday-
Actually quite dissapointed. Mom said she was gonna buy a 4x4 cube for me (ORIGINALS). She brought me to Subang Parade and Carrefour (Lols?) as she heard rumours that it was available there. Bad Luck though. It was out of stock. ended up buying a mini key chain 3x3 cube. (zzz) When we got in the car, my face was like sour milk. Mom popped out with a conversation: " If you can get things you want on the spot, then why should people pay hardwork for what they want?" TWO WORDS: DAMN SACRASTIC.

- TODAY-
MANAGED TO FINNISH THE WHOLE MATHEMATICS EXERCIESE BOOK IN ONE DAY. RESULTS? OK AND IMPRESSIVE. GEO?IN PROCESS. OTHERS? UNTOUCHED.

-身骑白马-

第十四章：预感

Hi folks. Here for some updates again.
Very down these days, family crisis.
Damn, I feel moody. But this is a different one, makes me think of ways to earn money.
Because I really neeed money.
Willing to do some homeworks for those that I know.
Just 1 buck a week.
Don't be selfish.
I wish I had got know happiness a little much more...
Its fated that my blog will be filled with emoness...
Why?

-身骑白马-

第十三章：承诺

OK, Two things to focus on
1)Piano practical exam
~ Real nervous about this, its freaking me out... Next wednesday... It will come...doing lots of intensive parctice, this is real serious, if I pass I can make skip... So... GAMABTE!!!

2)My promise to a bunch of folks
~ Yes, I made a promise, that I will return to that place... And I'm going to... for some exam sort of activity, real happy ^^.God I miss them. RETURNING SOON (>.<)

-身骑白马-
*FOCUS*

第十二章：转泪点

GroooooooaR!!!!!
I'M BACK!
No its not H1N1. Just a terrible fever and a little breathing problem but I'm fine.
And... I'm going to school!Bwahahahaha!!!!!!!
Watch out 2A4-ians... the rebellion begins....

-身骑白马-
*Gosh!A pile of homework!*

第十一章：人生中有几个快乐？

我不快乐。
今天很意外的，就问了自己：“人生中有几个快乐？”
加倍失望了，想回去，
我真的没有几个快乐。

快乐是什么？
我唯一的快乐是在那一次的成长营。
无可否认，那一次过后，
已经进入另一个阶段了，可是之后?

人生中...有几个快乐？
没有？没有...
答案...明确了...
只有我知道...
我不快乐......

-身骑白马-
*Happiness?I feel nothing*

第十章：所谓的团体

Made some mistakes down there. Edit? Nah... Lazy.
Why 所谓的团体?
想回去，自己也多了许多敌人，
唉，半个世纪，原来自己需要的是一个知己。

在学校，课本里面，很少会培训学生团体的概念吧？
我曾经受过一些培训，
有一次的体验，是当团体里一个人犯错，
我们整班人就被罚了。（我不说明惩罚是什么）
这是团体的概念？或者，这是团体的定义？

我很失望，因为团体在学校是完全另一回的概念。
我彻底失望，尤其对我的队伍，（某某队伍）
所有事情只有我在做？
到了尽头，还被人家说“并不是天下所有人都和你一样勤劳“。。。
一句话意味着什么？
我们这一代的问题？
没有被灌输责任感的概念？
我不理会，我只能无奈，
是失望漂浮在心头吗？
我不能改变。。。

-身骑白马-
*Teamwork?*

第九章：出轨

Din't go to school today, dad insisted. Reason? H1N1, rumors say that students form our school 5S3 was infected, and if not mistaken, the classroom was just beside 2A4?! No wonder people were wearing masks yesterday...

Bored at home...
Wanted to go to mom's kindergarten, but mom forbidded me...
Reason? I might have bring the virus to her kiny... zzz...
No choice... I stayed at home today...
woke up feelin awkward this mornin at 9... ate typical breakfast and had a bath. Mom went out and I was alone surfing the net. (This was the most boring part)No idea why i decided to surf it, no one surfs the net in such early mornings right? Plus they have to go school, parents aren't considerate? Wondering...

Borrowed Harry Potter deathly hallows book from Rebecca...
Anxious about the movie... Really excited...
Well, thats all for today... wish I could get back to school, its really boring and I swear to it...
Damn the outraging virus...
Haiz.

-身骑白马-
*H1N1*

第八章：书。疯狂

We have a book fair at school, and its my class's turn to pay a visit today.
Deciding to buy a book, I'm getting bored with the life I have, therefore must buy a book.
See if there are any nice books. Will upload the picture by any chance.

My class is crazy nowadays, especially for Jo ee, carzy bout a guy in our class, Ivan = =
messing around telling everyone she has his baby... (Meaning they had a one night stand?)
Thats just the first incident.

The second one is funny... "姑姑叫你啊！" Rofl?
look closely and you will understand...
its real stupid, want of the most wondeful words ever created by Zong Xuan in history of mankind...

Thats it for now, just a short post.
Bye~ bloggers...
-身骑白马-
*A final Target*

第七章：日常生活

Harry Potter and the half blood prince,
quite a movie, hmm, but no climax? Pity that Old Dumbledore...
I won't wait anymore though, I am going to read the book, the deathly hollows.

Felt quite sad too yesterday, I made mum lose her 30 bucks for one meal, no choice, have to take that as a reminder, so that i won't make mistakes again. She bought a wrist band for me (^_^).







Here's how it looks like with my old one.

Woke up quite early this morning, as I planned to clean up my room today and holy shit!
My desk was like an old piece of wood filled with dust, wondering about how i survived like this.

The white object is the dust...
Grost...




This was after my hardwork...
Much better....




Objects that needed some clean outs...






Lazy to take pictures... thats just not my way...
So thats it for cleaning up...

And the drama practice. Only less than a week... Wish our class can pawn the other classes...
The costumes were nice... Thx Audrey! Thats all for today...

-身骑白马-
*A final target*

第六章：哈利的故事

Watching the movie today, feeling excited.
Dissapointed that I can't reach my record... haiz...
Good news is, I got number 10 in class. H3H3...

-身骑白马-
*Achievements*

第五章：再.出发

Decided to enter the chinese debate competition,
Wondering whether I made the correct decision...
This is the point where I fell from...
And my teammates... something bothers me...
They seem to have the wrong intention for entering the competition...
This ain't just any battle for pride or honour...
GOSH!!!!! Too many things to wonder...
Especially you...
A wound, never cured....

-身骑白马-
*总平均: 80!*

第四章：伤痕

他，伤痕，原因？
不能... 痊愈了...
爱情的背后...
什么神秘的特征？

失眠的夜，寂寞的我，
面对一面墙，
我... 却跨不过？
即使再清醒... 也没用？

痛... 好痛的阴影...
放开？办不到...
所以墙，我跨不过...

-身骑白马-
*痛.伤.独.夜*

第三章：六道

礼让化解争执，
向学化解顽固，
孝顺化解忤逆，
宽量化解失和，
慈念化解邪念，
真理化解痴真。

六道，看了过后，
你办得到吗？

-身骑白马-
*总平均：80！*

第二章：过去是宝藏

过去的一个部落格，过去的一个回忆，
也许是心情日记，
也许是美丽的诗句，
也许是一种情绪，
但我不在意，

不把它消灭，
是把它当做一面魔镜，
调整自己，
也或许有一天，
看回过去的时候，

那一刻，那一分钟，
也许，过去就是一种宝藏。。。

-身骑白马-
*总评均：80！*

第一章：故事的另一个开始

我愛誰　跨不過　從來也不覺得錯
自以為　抓著痛　總會修成愛的果
偏執相信著　受詛咒的水晶球
阻擋可能心動的理由

而你卻　靠近了　逼我們視線交錯
原地不動　或向前走　突然在意這分鐘
眼前荒沙瀰漫了等候
耳邊傳來孱弱的呼救
追趕要我愛的不保留

我身騎白馬　走三關
我改換素衣　過中原
放下西涼沒人管
我一心只想王寶釧