第二十章：你的温度.我不存在的意义

我紧握的双手让唇间的热轻轻的呼
我闭上眼睛好温暖我冰冷的四处
我捧著杯子围成圆圈像咖啡色的湖
只是我如何都找不到你的温度
我将热水开著让镜子里的我起雾
我还是习惯走著你常走的路
我把你给的过去捧在手里呵护
只是我如何都找不到你的温度
曾经我们离幸福只差一点点
而如今我却离你好远好远
就算我们相爱已经不如从前
我只希望你能时常在我身边
你的温度

I love this lyric, its quite meaningful, reminds me of someone...

Currently emo'ing, I don't want to talk about it.
I start hesitating nowadays...
Why I was borned anyways...
No matter how hard I try, I can never get what he wants...
He does not know... He cant see that I tried...
Its futile, I wish to go on, but I cant anymore......
All I wish is to leave, if I could...
The misery...
Mom asks me: "Why the misey face..."
"Mom, I wish I was two persons, then I can murder the other me, the other me has a horrible life..." And for the very fourth time,
I secretly dropped the tears, no, not on the cheeks...
but the soul...
I'm tired of hiding,
yes, I face it,
this is the truth...

-身骑白马-