第四十六章: 三十一个脚步

Yep, 31 weeks people... the first month of year will be over in just 2 more days... I wonder what have I done? My senior was kind enough to remind me to stop the honeymoon, PMR's not far away. Speaking of examination, things will start really soon, and... I'm only prepared for Sejarah... XD....

Anyway, back to my update. The fourth week, Guess it was Tuesday... 3A4 returned back into a 48 membered Union. A new student was arranged to be in our class. Not sure if the guys are happy, since she's a girl, quite short (I'm not saying I'm tall.), and quite okay larhx... But I'm sure some of the girls gang (English ones) are delighted... at least the new girl is characterized as your species...

Next... My transport is unstable. I pity mom for having to fetch me day and night. Its real costly and tiring. I struggled through the month seeking for a transporter and was always ended up dissapointed with answers like "Sorry, my van's full" or "I never fetch students from your place, its too far liao..." CRAP!!! Luckily, Mr.Guna, former class teacher of 2A4, was available. Which means next Monday, I'll be in his car. But then, what's quite unbelieveble, is... Nah, not gonna mention...

OK, Tasks needed to be finnished at the time being...
1) Jingcao Long Term Proposal
2) Crappy Projek Sivik with only a team of four. (Consisting of two useful people, thats me and Ven Zheat. The other two makes me speechless.)
3) Sejarah Nota Bab 2 including a target of hafal-ing
4) Gao tim my geografi....

THATS IT.. ITS A WHOLE NEW MONTH YU HAN... BUCK UP@!!!!!!!@

-身骑白马-
*Stand up, I have to stand up...*

第四十五章: 社会.我们

The society. I just lately sense the great danger that will fall. Its like the chain reaction. Which I somehow don't know how to explain, or mostly don't know where to start. Just perhaps, you might not know what I'm trying to say, but as I speak, you will at the least be inspired. That's what I hope.
Please read with patience as I'm sure it will benefit you.

When we talk about the world and its future. We know clearly how enormous it can be. So we'll start by just a small country, Malaysia. How are the teenagers in Malaysia? I wish that "you" reading this post right now figure out closely. How exactly is the correct word to describe us all? We start clan by clan. The Malays, according to what I observe everyday, they have absolutely lifeless. When I say lifeless, it means that they don't know why they exist or they don't know why they live, they don't have the force or motivation to do anything, that means they have no ambition, no dream, at all. Nothing. Blank like a piece of paper. The Indians, they aren't really good neither, I'm not criticizing. Its true, some just take it too serious on other people's eyes. They don't have confidence, there's another reason, they don't have the perfect political leader. This causes them to be one of the poor citizens of Malaysia. And thid gradually affects the teenagers to be not that potential. Us, the Chinese. Don't be happy, There's a lot of holes I can talk about including me. Our clan face the same problem too. I'll take a simple example. How do you feel when you see homework? How long will it take for you to finish 9 homework? How much do you like to learn? How many of us agree to the statement "Life suck"? The we zoom deeper in to the scope. Do all of us really have our ambitions? Are we all learning what it takes to face the problems of society life? Is this the way we pay the depths of our parents? And then we come to questions of conclusion that applies to all clans on planet earth?

Do we have what it takes to lead the future? What it takes to teach our younger generations? No, we don't even know how to budget 150 bucks for a month that includes stationary, food, or postpaid bills..

What causes this all? On some circumstances, our parents and the environment influence a part of this. Our old ones, all grow up in a non-materialistic and educative environment. They know the ways and turns to teach a child. But when we grow up, the temptation of environment is a much powerful force that mankind can overcome. Turns out, parents become completely helpless as they see us grow into rotten apples while they can do so less. Some are even unlucky, when the child is brought up by a parent who knows nothing about the traditional education but only money. He's rich so what? His status ruins the child creating a monster, a freak, which turns out to be most of us today. We have to face the fact, we are all rotting without even us knowing. That applies to me too.

And then what happens? We grow up in the future, turning out as unexperienced leaders. The old ones are forced to choose the worst among the best. But they do not know how to lead a country's social, economy, and political issues. We then become unstable, while the birth of new generations continue, and when the condition continues. We create more and more rubbish. By then we have to consider other aspects, the natural resources running out, the ozone layer becomes as thin as paper. Ice bergs vannish, extinction, extermination, the end of the world. Whats left for the value of mankind? Nothing, Nothing except the term we know... Dooms day.

Is the movie 2012 a crap of junk? I don't think so. How about you?

Actions are needed, humans.

-身骑白马-
*The day the earth still stands...*

第四十四章: 曲子的轮廓

I seriously have no idea about the reason I thought of that title up there. Perhaps choir's inspiration? Anyway, lets talk random. (Don't think what I'll talk about next is really random.) Ok, Never have I had suck a free day in school since morning session like today. The main reason is due to the last two periods, it was like redefining "R-E-L-I-E-F". Well, a relief is a relief. So what exactly did I do under a condition of no homework? Well, I hid myself behind the classroom and sang. Those who were involved, you'll get the situation.

The best part was singing the hits back in 2007 and 2008 and 2009.(I think?) Really enjoyed myself back there. It has been so long since I have had the chance to sing for an hour.(PS : Shi Ken had this magnificent voice that made everyone suffer in laughter badly.) Especially the part when he sang ' Meet me halfway'. Damn hilarious. BTW, Kah Mun gave me 20 cents that I forgot to return. He suggested that I go to the Kopitiam and sing. (Lol)

Ok, the bell rang. (Oops, forgot to take our the garbage.) Aiyah, who would fucking care about that?
Rushed down to canteen and randomly bought the spaghetti which made me throw up. I had to rush to the choir room for newcomer's day. The front part... Err... I'll skip the speeches. And the performance was great. The violin player was damn good. The play was gay. And then the singing. The gang sang christmas songs. (Forgot the names.) Then the Form 1 and 2s were to assemble. I teamed up with two strangers that I knew.(Lol?) Brandon and Jun Yi, If not mistaken, to do some sort of voice interview key by key. This is that best part. I used to be soprano, but ended up in bass.
WHAT THE HELL????? (Trying not to use the F word.)

That rounds up everything. I'll not say anything about Jingcao's meeting. Damn speechless with my seniors. PBC should be burned in hell.

-身骑白马-

第四十三章: 平复

Hi bloggers. Just felt that there was a need for an update. Seeing that I won't be able to update this site in the next few days... Just manage to pull myself back on the road. After that incident, I do think that dad and I needs to calm ourselves down. (PS: I'll not mention what happen.) Things have been quite normal lately. I go to school as usual. Finnish my homework on time as usual, eat as I do, Sleep as I do, bath as I do. JUST, don't talk as I do.

But things have been calmed to a temporary level at the time being. Trying to fight the negative soul inside my driver. But fighting it doesn't result in what I call motivated fighting spirit. I'm still down although I act as I don't. I act because I don't want to show depression in school. But the motives are still the same. I'll fight for a straight A and I mean it.

Things happened lately:
1) Was reminded of how a broken heart sounds like.
2) Enjoyed all my homework and writting.
3) Reviewing Form 1 (Sejarah and Science)
4) Preparing what I call the book damned chinese new year. Which means I'll celebrate the festivals
by doing revision. No plans at all.
5) Churches Burned at a 4th degree. The society today is sick.
6) Conclusion? Normal. Normal. Normal

Anything else?
Ciao~
-身骑白马-
*The moment you lead a normality in life, you should be thankful, thats what I'm trying to do...*

第四十二章: 不应有的渴望

夜空和宇宙,
象征两种遥远的轮廓,
你的要求,
我的渴望,
成为一段距离,
好模糊, 好遥远...

No Matter what I do, No matter how hard I try,
I can never reach it, that level seems so far...
No Matter what I ask, its always too much...
I'm not the perfect type...
I will never be independent enough in your eyes...
I will never grow up... to you...
Because of my own doings...
Your weren't the fucker...
I was the one...


I was the piece of fuck...

-身骑白马-
*解脱,有吗?*

第四十一章: 最伟大的证明

Proving is important. Especially to some people. Its one of the most powerful things on earth. If you succeed in using it, it makes anyone speechless of words. Therefore, I intend to use this weapon to blast someone off. And there'll be a list of achievements I'm about to prove to that someone. Till he goes speechless.

Statements: 1) I'll get a place in top 5 for my first term exam with purata of 83 and above... When I
get to achieve it... I'll see what you can say...

2) I'll get 8'As in PMR without even asking a tiny bit of help OR laying a finger on me.

3) I won't get sick this year so that you won't even nag at me about health anymore.

PS : The following statements SHALL BE PROVED. I guarantee and swear my life to god.

I believe everyone will agree to what I say. School life just keeps going better and better. Well, so far. What irritates me is the homework. Out of all the best thing you can ever describe about morning session, its wrecked when it comes to homework. Unlike afternoon sessions, I don't get the chance of doing homework during lessons. Therefore, Amount of homework = About a mountain high.

Second, you yawn about 35 times a day. Seriously, Its sick. Sleepiness can KILL. (zzzZZZzzz).

Currently addicted to new year song. But I don't put high hopes to this year's celebration. Looking towards my conditions. (Bad family relationship + Economic crisis.) I'll be spending new year with my books and revisions. Never mind, festive seasons don't really mean a lot to me lately. This makes me start to hate festivals...

Haiz. Still have 3 homework's undone.
Note: I finnished Copying 名句. All 40. And ended up with a hand not tired at all. This means my writting skills improved!!!

-身骑白马-
*I face the problem that you will face in a century...*

第四十章: 重阳

Today's the first day of school and I'm like WTF-ed!!!! I arrived at school around 6.40, and squeezed into the dewan around 7.35, jammed in there for like around an hour. (Pengetua said that Muhyiddin will visit, but lol? And then there was the sistem pemotongan markah, wtf?)
Our teachers, (I don't know about you) gave me quite a first impression. Lets talk about them one by one. (Lolz)

Our guru kelas, Pn Premah. Surprisingly, she's Indian. The Satu Malaysia concept quite strong here. The best part is, she teaches us Maths. LOL? She gave me this first Impression of, not as fun as MR.GUNA. I'll be sued for this if she sees this post. But somehow, I can see that she's 50 50 convinced with our class's humour.

Pn Vivian, AHHH, Heres what she said today,
:"I can be very good, but if you're bad, I'll be bad." And for some reason, I prefer to say "no comment".
But one thing I don't feel glad about, is when she says that she uses TEXTBOOKS. ZZZZZZZ. Prepare for the boring textbooks 3A4.

Pn.Toh, I'm sure its spelled that way. Her chinese is way much convincing than that someone *ahem*. And I think we all know that Ying Chuan was elected on purpose because of what I said.
Yes, He is extremely responsible.

Pn. Phang, PMR or SPM? (I like the scene when Encik Chan pops out...)

Encik Chan, HAHAHAHAHA... Lots of laughters...
He is one fun guy. These are the essentials from today...
HE IS SO GAY.
Scene One: (Pops out of class and says)
"Class, I will be teaching you Geografi ah, e, you bring the colour pencil (WTF). And then the buku nota, neh, the line like this one ah..."

Scene 2: Me: Teacher your drawing so nice.
He : Ya...

Scene 3 : This one so simple.

LOLZ?

Back to the emo part. Dad came and fetch me today. I had a conversation with him that I wish to skip. And yes, sometimes it feels better to be walking on the pace alone...

And yes, if you noticed, this is a copy post from my class blog. So? After all I created it.

-身骑白马-
*Treasure each moment you have..*