第三十四章: 书香

Went to the book fair at the mines just now. Have to say that it was my first experience to visit an official fair. Like to thank mom for bringing me there, she really freaked out, she doesn't know the way actually. In fact during the journey, we lost our way. She turned somewhere and ended up being in putrajaya. We had to make a big round to get back on track. Very beckoning.

The moment I got there, I felt so excited. It was such a big place and there were books, books, Books, and BOOKS!!! First, I made a big sweep over the books and I had absolutely no idea what to buy. And then a closer look I took at the map they prepared, I finally had in mind where to visit. Mom said that the fair was the last place she would like to go on earth due to the amount of people there. She hates the crowd. (lol?)

End results? I bought two books that cost me around 80 bucks. I really need to start budgeting . I'll try to upload pictures. My cam's currently dead out of battery. Really regret for not charging it. I don't really get to go to The mines always. (T.T)

Will be off for another training camp tomorrow. Be back on monday. NUF SAID. CHAO~

-身骑白马-
*不要只局限于玩乐...*

第三十三章: 他妈的!!!

MEGA UPDATE!!!!
Due to my Cb beloved computer. I had no choice and no option. No update was available (他妈的!!!) until to day my good old cousin that works as a paramedic came to reformat AGAIN. ( Thx alot !!! ^^ )
Anyways, I am finally updating. Here's what I'd like to share. Very 他妈的 experience.

Yes The holiday camp was darn epic. I mean it was like 2 days and a night and almost everyone burst into tears (Including me. 他妈的!) It was really epic. Not just the tears. It was like almost everything. The fun, joy, food (vegeterian.), friends, activities. And the main reason I feel happy is because I could return back to the center again. (The one I used to mention a few posts before.)

The first day of camp. I was checked-in. We got to know each other first. The we went to sleep. (Note: We checked-in during night time.) However, due to hard-rocked floor and freezing temperature. Almost everyone of us were unable to sleep. Girls and boys slept in different rooms of course. But the main dish wasn't this. The main dish was my friend beside me. He did not bring along his blanket for a cover up. He nearly freezed to death. The running nose was horrible. He ended up sitting in that huge toilet. (Yes, huge. Unless you see for yourself, you wont understand how huge.) One of our oldest friend there (20 or something, if not mistaken.) sat and had a nice chat with him. (That happened around 4.30, and yes, I was awake!!!) In the end, I gave up sleeping I woke up and cleaned up myself and waited with them in the toilet untill 7.10. (zzz 他妈的!!!)

Everyone was ready. We went down and had a quick warm up. Ate breakfast. And started to think of a cheer for each group. Ours was retarded. (LOLZ) And then ice breaking started. One word to say. FUN! If I had the chance. Lets play it together one day. Lunch was next and then we started a series of class. It was about something we call 团康. Their purpose was to teach us a little basic on that theme. Lots was discovered and learned. It seemed useless to me before the camp. After the camp I realize how it could actually connect one's heart with another. A bond so hard to break. (^^)

Tea-time. Next they gave every group a song and wanted us to create a dance for it. (Not what you think, the so called dance is more to 带动唱.) [Jo-Ee if you see this. Pls leave a comment in my chatbox. I know I once said that it was something retarded.]. I think what they really want to see is if we openned our ears wide during that class. (Note: We created everything ourselves and the time limit was one hour.)

Dinner was absolutely wonderful. We were then ordered to do some cleanning up work and have a quick bath. I had to use hair shampoo for my hair and body. Since I forgot to buy body shampoo and note, no one did! I felt sticky. But it was okay. Since later we sat in a room with air-conditioned temperature. And then we watched a video. It was a touching interview on someone. I'll share the video with you guys if its available. IF YOU DON'T CRY AFTER SEEING IT. YOU'RE SELFISH FAGGOT/BITCH!!! YOU SHOULD BE SORRY FOR YOUR OWNSELF!!!

The next day was the main-dish. ( Oh! Everyone slept like logs that night. Due to the tired conditions of our worn out body.) We walked to Bukit Jalil from OUG. That was around 7 in the morning. WOW, The games they planned was like MAD TO THE MAX!!! Of course, in the end we walked back again. Had lunch, and started cleanning up the center. Since there was another function, we couldn't just leave the place in a mess. I washed the toilets ( There was two HUGE toilets. ) Now, after cleanning up, the real tears bursted. OMG, the talk was like holy shit.

At first, the person incharge somehow hypnotized us in some ways. Here's how it went.
We were asked to close our eyes. He asked us to imagine that there was a place, there was an island, a magical one, where ayone who gets there is able to get and do what theyd desire the most. However, it takes a long and hard journey to get there. And now, you hold the ticket to go there. You tell your family about it. They support and suggest that you should not miss this chance. You start packing and thinking about what will it be right there. You depart to the jetty. You're now on board, you can see your family waving to you shouting aloud, "DO YOUR BEST !!! GOOD LUCK!!!"
The happiness you feel is great. The weather is so beautiful. But things start to change. A storm lies ahead. The waves start turning bigger. So gigantic and massive that even the ship cannot withstand. You start to feel the fear, you hear yellings. People start jumping in to the sea, wishing that their last hope is to swim back. However, any actions are futile. You start to regret and start to feel scared, What if this was your last day, what would you do? Would you want to leave your family? When you have not done a single thing for them? When you have not say how much you love your loved ones? What would you do? I leave the rest of the answering for you. You want to know how it ended up? I'll tell you when you see me. That is if you're interested.

Conclusions:
-Our group became the winner of the whole camp
-the followings were what I learned
- 以白纸的心态, 学习别人的长处
以宽广的心胸, 接纳所有的建言
- 有心才有行动
- 我们要做情绪的感染者,不做情绪的破坏者.
- 只要我还有一分力, 只要我海能够呼吸
我就要活出我自己的那一片天空.

NUF SAID. THE LONGEST POST I have ever created.
-身骑白马-
*坚信最高的境界,就是成功*

第三十二章：句点

Just a mere update. Went to school this morning. (My last day ^^ A wonderful fullstop. ) Went to have lunch first. Met my short step-sister. (LOL) She had a conversation with someone I did not know. It was damn lame. (zzZZzz). And then I met good old Wing Sum, he gave me a parcel. It was a brand new H2O Uno card!!! They had to give me that little thing. Since my Harry Potter limited edition uno card was fucked by a GIGANTIC MONSTREOUS DISCIPLINARY BITCH.

In the hall during perhimpunan. It was just a short one. Later on, Encik Lean came to give the form 2's a simple briefing about next year. For some reason, he was a jackass to act fierce in front of us, blabbering about this and that. At the moment, I only had one thing in mind : Hey, I'm going F3!!!

Back in class, kinda like a camera party. (LIGHT FLASHES, DUN WANT TO TELL MUCH.) PS : If you would observe closely, every picture my friend took that has me in it, there shall sure be existance of the middle finger. ( ^^ )

Of course, bursts of tears when we were to depart. *Ahem*Cried like shit. Tart decided to "Yam Seng". and then there was the fullstop. 2A4 DEPARTED. Anyways just one to say, 2A4 is one of the best classes I have ever been in. Good luck and I wish I could see all my mates next year.

PS: To Jo Ee, you got to see a part of my personality, but not everything. I applaud u for having the achievement. Not many have been able to know me well. ( This is tribute to the letter. )















-身骑白马-
*Just a part of me... was what you saw...*

第三十一章：巅峰的成功

Ok, heres how I feel at the moment...
50% HAPPY :Why? The 2A4 special awards was a mega, no Giga, NO TERRRA !!! Success.
50% Unhappy :Caused by the emoness, trojans, adwares viruses that are in fecting me...

And it really bugs me out when someone tries to care and fix things in my home. She thinks that she cares, but turns out she interferes. Please, all dickheads out there, never turn caring into interfering.
I'll fuck you off.

Just a few more days until holidays start. I sense great business invading. I have three camps and one project to cope with this holidays. The one big project of 2010. PROJECT PMR. Good luck every piece of fat ass out there. We shall take over the PMR empire. Not the PMR itself. Jia yous~!

PS: I'm just gonna act like the match between liverpool and Man UTD and Man UTD VS Chelsea did not happen.

Pic of the day


















Nike Jordan. Lolz-ness...
-身骑白马-
*原来最简单的付出，就是承诺*

第三十章：双节的独处

I was lying on my bad a few moments ago.
My air conditioner blowing its breath against me and decided to rewrite my post.
I finally know my own problem. I've been hiding myself away. Acting, pretending, being a pervert out of nothing.I feel... I'd most likely used the word inferior.

Like what I said in the last post. (If you've seen it, you most likely won't see it.) I feel hilariously lonely.
And I pretend not to be in the outside. Acting to be happy. Turns out I'm not. Lying to myself.

I need someone to talk to. But who. No one knows me. No one.

-身骑白马-
*I became my own obstacle*

第二十九章：危机

ANNOUNCING CUBE CRISIS!!!
Yes folks, as announced I am facing cube crisis.
Lets put it in two ways:
1) I do not have any smooth cubes in good conditions!!!
2) I have smooth cubes but in horrible conditions!!!

Here are a few analysis that I have made:
- Currently 2 smooth cubes
- 百变魔王 ：Stickers peeling
- Actions? Sticker modification

- Unkown Brand : Paints Fading
- Actions? : Cant do anything.

As for my 4x4 rubix revenge. (OMG)
I hv 2. One peeling badly. Another is HORRIBLE.

Tell me how to overcome this?

-身骑白马-
*Two is always better than one*

第二十八章：当窗口开始关闭

Very emo at the timebeing...
I suppose the cause is the conversation I had with dad a few days ago.
We hardly talk. Thats why every time we talk the atmosphere freezes up.

"Hows your exam?" (Finally asked)

"Bad. Purata 74.00."

"......"

"I predicted this." ( At this rate It became more cold. It was raining that day."

"(This part, I won't blabber much, He kept talking about stuff, stuff that was giving me a clue about what he expected in me. Thats right, being a good kid. [TIU NIA BU LA!!!]."

And then I asked him a question that startled him.
"Stop Crapping. What are you afraid of? Its normal for me to be this way. I won't be good just because you sent me to a moral camp. Wake up, its 2009, which kid on earth still behaves like a golden mongerel? Just tell me what you don't like about me. If its that darn purata. I'll tell you this, I have no regrets this time having this figure. I started preparation since the second exam ended. If its the attitude, fine tell me your hopes, I'll achieve it, because I am never gonna bow my head down against you."( WTF, I actually spit those words out.)

"........ Yes, I am afraid of something. Something that I can't explain. But please, I have never suspected your efforts."

And then time froze. Both of us froze in the car. That was the coldest temperature I have ever experienced. Traffic stuck, Darn it.

And then I made a conclusion. My window has shut. It was no more possible for me to communicate
unless I unlocked it.

And there we have a shut window...

-身骑白马-
*一个人走的路*