第三十八章: 第一个奇迹

Just had a nice big rest after three days straight of charity work. And so, I ended up being a little more different than the others. Everyone posted a little part of christmas activities, according to my eyes, a warmful of pics lined up before my monitor screen. I posted none because I worked during christmas. So I only get the chance to say Happy 2010. How dissapointing.

But doesn't matter. It wouldn't make any difference if I weren't working. Mom would still insist I stay at home, due to irritation of economy obstacles. Damn. Back to up date.

1) I went out for the purpose of buying school uniforms as I only have ONE for the time being. However I ended the other way round. Instead, I came home with a pair of new school shoes.(Pallas, the new ones that look like a north star, not the black striped ones.)

2) I wish I could end everything quickly. Life is as what I described, Disassembled when you face such a limit. Try having a feeling of desiring so much, but something binds you so tight that you can't do a fucking damn thing. The fact is, many people don't get to face my problems, getting what ever they want. Wasting all that fucking time. My conditions suck more than spoilt rich kid's conditions. But yet I am forced to accept that many are much more having a badass time than me. WHAT THE FUCK IS LIFE???

3) I'm fucking sick of staying at the same spot for 3 WHOLE YEARS!!!

4) I still wonder what created the universe. Logically it was the Big Bang. Then before the big bang? (Ps: Strongly advice you to google The biG bAnG.)

5) Currently addicted to Bleach.

















-身骑白马-
*Demolished memories...*