第二十四章：战场的一号

EXAM!!!!!!!!
Exams!!!!!!!!!!

Yes, the Battle started today. It was quite smooth today. Unexpectedly, I did not panic. (LOL)
The first time I sat in a changed Pelan duduk. I did not like that place at all. As my papers start to "dance" when wind blows. That corner window seat SUCKED. And whats more, I can't trust the answers of the person beside me. Meaning I cannot cheat? WTF. FTW!!!

Tomorrow is science and BM paper 2. Stucking my head into that stupid Pahlawan Pasir S*hai.

Hope things will be smooth like 2day. And yes, I am very afraid of surprises. Especially when it comes to examination. (T.T)


~Signing Off~

-身骑白马-

第二十三章：月会影集

Lunch at USJ 16 Sister Kopitiam before working...










































古筝高手




























One hell of a machine...






































































My new pants ^^ (Billabong)














What the hell was I thinking?

-E.N.D-
-身骑白马-

第二十二章：月光后的战场

Going for a lunar gathering tomorrow.
I'll try to upload pictures. Right not, I can't really give a good description on what its like.

A few days more and the battle commences.
Feeling nervous. I need to own the last exam. And I will.

I hate flamers. Please respect me.
































-身骑白马-
*Mooncakes and donuts are delicious*

第二十一章：接下来的日子

Holidays are up...
And then the final term...
And then a short term nightmare (PMR) and the FINAL BATTLE(SPM)...

If there was a choice, I would choose to stay in school...
The days coming... what will it be like?
I don't give a damn about it...

Damn emo now...
Its real quiet here... I miss school...












This picturw is one of my fav's...

-身骑白马-
*Try coming to my house, you wont like it...*

第二十章：你的温度.我不存在的意义

我紧握的双手让唇间的热轻轻的呼
我闭上眼睛好温暖我冰冷的四处
我捧著杯子围成圆圈像咖啡色的湖
只是我如何都找不到你的温度
我将热水开著让镜子里的我起雾
我还是习惯走著你常走的路
我把你给的过去捧在手里呵护
只是我如何都找不到你的温度
曾经我们离幸福只差一点点
而如今我却离你好远好远
就算我们相爱已经不如从前
我只希望你能时常在我身边
你的温度

I love this lyric, its quite meaningful, reminds me of someone...

Currently emo'ing, I don't want to talk about it.
I start hesitating nowadays...
Why I was borned anyways...
No matter how hard I try, I can never get what he wants...
He does not know... He cant see that I tried...
Its futile, I wish to go on, but I cant anymore......
All I wish is to leave, if I could...
The misery...
Mom asks me: "Why the misey face..."
"Mom, I wish I was two persons, then I can murder the other me, the other me has a horrible life..." And for the very fourth time,
I secretly dropped the tears, no, not on the cheeks...
but the soul...
I'm tired of hiding,
yes, I face it,
this is the truth...

-身骑白马-

第十九章：魔块方

The main reason I am posting is to BOAST OF that I hv BOUGHT a 4x4 cube and LEARNED how to solve it one day. (^^) Hehe....

But, I'm really mad right now actually. Check out the class blog and you will understand. Someone has just copied my name spoke some fuckin stuff about the sejarah tips. If I knew who he was, he won't need to celebrate fathers day. (He is a boy as my class boys would only do such a thing.)

Haiz...
Studying Very hard... Just finished memorising my 名句 and 古文 and everything about Pahlawan Pasir Salak. Time is running out. I hv to speed up. 2Moro got GE Quiz, I am aiming for all correct! ( ^^ )

-身骑白马-

第十八章：时间他自然会来

Had a nice haircut today. ( Nope I wont Upload the photo )
But thats not the point. Actually had some conversation that woke me up in the car with mom just a few hours ago. Perhaps dad has his own hidden agenda, I get his purpose. On certain circumstances
, we both have the same idea. ( I am currently having communication crisis with him be cause of this idea.) What matters is that he thinks that It will be too late if I don't start NOW. While I think I'm just too young for this. ( Don't get the wrong Idea.)

The story starts like this. Last year I clearly remember that he once told me : " Still remember your targets? To study in Singapore? I replied " Yes ". That was agreed by both of us. And today when I take my exam in school, he says that my results aren't good enough for Singapore, therefore thinking
that I have not been trying my best. I got mad.Those nights sleeping around 3 midnight just for the sake of memorising notes were prove that I did not work hard enough? And then started a point where both we did not want to communicate. Atnosphere at home became cold. Adding up ices from the cold war mom and dad were battling. I despised this house, this home.

And today, mom tried to give me a sign in another way. She talked to me about SPM and the future. About how life ina next few years would be. ( I don't want to decribe it but I can tell it would be like PRESSURE PRESSURE and PRESSURE.) And? Yup, If thats hard life, Singapore's gonna be bumpier. I have to keep going. Yes, and now I end up with this on my MSN Personal Message.

"The time will come, When I find that somebody, When I start the struggle, I start the battle, I end the journey..."

I now get it. Everything.

The final struggle arrives. The time for hardwork has come.

-身骑白马-
*The Lunar is beautiful tonight*