第三十九章: 脚印

2009. Bassically, lots have happened. Here's the list of accomplishments.
- I was able to maintain my Purata Tahunan Above 75.
- I broke through the finals in CHS Idols. (With terrible talent and performance.)
- I did charity work and serviced others for 286 hours. (Now I doubt that you guys can do that.
- I WAS ABLE TO CONTROL MY TEMPER JUST A LITTLE BIT OF PERCENT.
- I got in to 3A4 with everyone so magically !!!

And now for political issues.
- PKFZ. (Thats if you understand the issue well.)
- Najib as a new flash light of M'sia
- MCA'S Extraordinary Meeting.
- That Satu Malaysia bunk totally freaks me out.
- The freakin educational issue.
Ps: Anything else? I guess there's loads.

Finally, Resolutions:
- PMR Straight A's!!!!
-At the least get a prize for myself no matter in what location.
- Try to lose weight.
- Learn everything I need to practice in MingEn.

Lastly, blessings. Happy 2010 and we meet again next year, each A4'ian. See you on the 4th of January 2010. Nitez and be happy always.

-身骑白马-
*There's no turning back... but to look forward...*

第三十八章: 第一个奇迹

Just had a nice big rest after three days straight of charity work. And so, I ended up being a little more different than the others. Everyone posted a little part of christmas activities, according to my eyes, a warmful of pics lined up before my monitor screen. I posted none because I worked during christmas. So I only get the chance to say Happy 2010. How dissapointing.

But doesn't matter. It wouldn't make any difference if I weren't working. Mom would still insist I stay at home, due to irritation of economy obstacles. Damn. Back to up date.

1) I went out for the purpose of buying school uniforms as I only have ONE for the time being. However I ended the other way round. Instead, I came home with a pair of new school shoes.(Pallas, the new ones that look like a north star, not the black striped ones.)

2) I wish I could end everything quickly. Life is as what I described, Disassembled when you face such a limit. Try having a feeling of desiring so much, but something binds you so tight that you can't do a fucking damn thing. The fact is, many people don't get to face my problems, getting what ever they want. Wasting all that fucking time. My conditions suck more than spoilt rich kid's conditions. But yet I am forced to accept that many are much more having a badass time than me. WHAT THE FUCK IS LIFE???

3) I'm fucking sick of staying at the same spot for 3 WHOLE YEARS!!!

4) I still wonder what created the universe. Logically it was the Big Bang. Then before the big bang? (Ps: Strongly advice you to google The biG bAnG.)

5) Currently addicted to Bleach.

















-身骑白马-
*Demolished memories...*

第三十七章: 回忆

第三十六章: 接近

Time flees so fast, Soon enough its back to school... Blah...blah...blah
This holiday is okay. At least I kept myself busy and not making myself bored. Just returned to school recently to get my form 3 exercise books. Had high hopes that next years class list was out. But sadly, I ended up being dissapointed. Also bought my uniforms. Looking into the mirror of the fitting room. I looked like such a nerd. (Jeez... )

All thats left is my shoes. My Diadora Campus is in terrible worn out conditions. Intended to buy new ones around these days. But looking at the old north star shoes. I decided to check around for another few shops to see if there were any new interesting patterned shoes. Hope I won't get turned down the second time.

And the last thing of course are my books. Fucking shit, I budget for around 55 bucks and ended up giving exactly 67.50 Malaysian Ringgit. I'll murder the publishers for such a shitty price, they should refix everything damn it. CiBaiKia.

Well thats what I done lately. Not much to update though. Need to sleep early tonight. Tomorrow is a big day. Without some people at the kindy, Its finally a "Zen".Ciao~

-身骑白马-
*Arts Or science Stream?*

第三十五章: 疯狂.痛快

"GRRROOOOAAAAARRRRRR!!!!!"

!!爽快!!

Holiday main activities are finally finished!!!!
For a simple conclusion, I describe the series of camp with these few words.
"mEgA","CrAzE-NeSS","WaLaO-eH"
Nuf said....

This post was suppose to be much longer than the last post.
But due to tiring body conditions. I factorized everything.

Alright, happyness is over. Now for the sad part.
Our beloved 阿俊哥哥 will depart to Taiwan for the better good soon.
Just want to wish him good luck.
To every MingEn-ian out there. Lets bulk up!!!
JIA-YOUS!!!!!!

PS: TQ 阿俊哥哥 FOR EVERYTHING, EVERY SINGLE TIT BIT YOU TAUGHT US. DO YOUR BEST IN TAIWAN!!!

-身骑白马-
*仗打完了,只代表一个新的开始,新的挑战,不代表一个圆满的结束*

第三十四章: 书香

Went to the book fair at the mines just now. Have to say that it was my first experience to visit an official fair. Like to thank mom for bringing me there, she really freaked out, she doesn't know the way actually. In fact during the journey, we lost our way. She turned somewhere and ended up being in putrajaya. We had to make a big round to get back on track. Very beckoning.

The moment I got there, I felt so excited. It was such a big place and there were books, books, Books, and BOOKS!!! First, I made a big sweep over the books and I had absolutely no idea what to buy. And then a closer look I took at the map they prepared, I finally had in mind where to visit. Mom said that the fair was the last place she would like to go on earth due to the amount of people there. She hates the crowd. (lol?)

End results? I bought two books that cost me around 80 bucks. I really need to start budgeting . I'll try to upload pictures. My cam's currently dead out of battery. Really regret for not charging it. I don't really get to go to The mines always. (T.T)

Will be off for another training camp tomorrow. Be back on monday. NUF SAID. CHAO~

-身骑白马-
*不要只局限于玩乐...*

第三十三章: 他妈的!!!

MEGA UPDATE!!!!
Due to my Cb beloved computer. I had no choice and no option. No update was available (他妈的!!!) until to day my good old cousin that works as a paramedic came to reformat AGAIN. ( Thx alot !!! ^^ )
Anyways, I am finally updating. Here's what I'd like to share. Very 他妈的 experience.

Yes The holiday camp was darn epic. I mean it was like 2 days and a night and almost everyone burst into tears (Including me. 他妈的!) It was really epic. Not just the tears. It was like almost everything. The fun, joy, food (vegeterian.), friends, activities. And the main reason I feel happy is because I could return back to the center again. (The one I used to mention a few posts before.)

The first day of camp. I was checked-in. We got to know each other first. The we went to sleep. (Note: We checked-in during night time.) However, due to hard-rocked floor and freezing temperature. Almost everyone of us were unable to sleep. Girls and boys slept in different rooms of course. But the main dish wasn't this. The main dish was my friend beside me. He did not bring along his blanket for a cover up. He nearly freezed to death. The running nose was horrible. He ended up sitting in that huge toilet. (Yes, huge. Unless you see for yourself, you wont understand how huge.) One of our oldest friend there (20 or something, if not mistaken.) sat and had a nice chat with him. (That happened around 4.30, and yes, I was awake!!!) In the end, I gave up sleeping I woke up and cleaned up myself and waited with them in the toilet untill 7.10. (zzz 他妈的!!!)

Everyone was ready. We went down and had a quick warm up. Ate breakfast. And started to think of a cheer for each group. Ours was retarded. (LOLZ) And then ice breaking started. One word to say. FUN! If I had the chance. Lets play it together one day. Lunch was next and then we started a series of class. It was about something we call 团康. Their purpose was to teach us a little basic on that theme. Lots was discovered and learned. It seemed useless to me before the camp. After the camp I realize how it could actually connect one's heart with another. A bond so hard to break. (^^)

Tea-time. Next they gave every group a song and wanted us to create a dance for it. (Not what you think, the so called dance is more to 带动唱.) [Jo-Ee if you see this. Pls leave a comment in my chatbox. I know I once said that it was something retarded.]. I think what they really want to see is if we openned our ears wide during that class. (Note: We created everything ourselves and the time limit was one hour.)

Dinner was absolutely wonderful. We were then ordered to do some cleanning up work and have a quick bath. I had to use hair shampoo for my hair and body. Since I forgot to buy body shampoo and note, no one did! I felt sticky. But it was okay. Since later we sat in a room with air-conditioned temperature. And then we watched a video. It was a touching interview on someone. I'll share the video with you guys if its available. IF YOU DON'T CRY AFTER SEEING IT. YOU'RE SELFISH FAGGOT/BITCH!!! YOU SHOULD BE SORRY FOR YOUR OWNSELF!!!

The next day was the main-dish. ( Oh! Everyone slept like logs that night. Due to the tired conditions of our worn out body.) We walked to Bukit Jalil from OUG. That was around 7 in the morning. WOW, The games they planned was like MAD TO THE MAX!!! Of course, in the end we walked back again. Had lunch, and started cleanning up the center. Since there was another function, we couldn't just leave the place in a mess. I washed the toilets ( There was two HUGE toilets. ) Now, after cleanning up, the real tears bursted. OMG, the talk was like holy shit.

At first, the person incharge somehow hypnotized us in some ways. Here's how it went.
We were asked to close our eyes. He asked us to imagine that there was a place, there was an island, a magical one, where ayone who gets there is able to get and do what theyd desire the most. However, it takes a long and hard journey to get there. And now, you hold the ticket to go there. You tell your family about it. They support and suggest that you should not miss this chance. You start packing and thinking about what will it be right there. You depart to the jetty. You're now on board, you can see your family waving to you shouting aloud, "DO YOUR BEST !!! GOOD LUCK!!!"
The happiness you feel is great. The weather is so beautiful. But things start to change. A storm lies ahead. The waves start turning bigger. So gigantic and massive that even the ship cannot withstand. You start to feel the fear, you hear yellings. People start jumping in to the sea, wishing that their last hope is to swim back. However, any actions are futile. You start to regret and start to feel scared, What if this was your last day, what would you do? Would you want to leave your family? When you have not done a single thing for them? When you have not say how much you love your loved ones? What would you do? I leave the rest of the answering for you. You want to know how it ended up? I'll tell you when you see me. That is if you're interested.

Conclusions:
-Our group became the winner of the whole camp
-the followings were what I learned
- 以白纸的心态, 学习别人的长处
以宽广的心胸, 接纳所有的建言
- 有心才有行动
- 我们要做情绪的感染者,不做情绪的破坏者.
- 只要我还有一分力, 只要我海能够呼吸
我就要活出我自己的那一片天空.

NUF SAID. THE LONGEST POST I have ever created.
-身骑白马-
*坚信最高的境界,就是成功*